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Day 7 – Please, Smile with Me.

Day 7: Journey to Life: Wanting others to smile with me.

I notice that I was bit upset when I was walking with my wife today, because she wasn’t smiling with me. Basically if she doesn’t smile or in jolly mood with me, I see that as “Oh she doesn’t like me”. I like it when she is all happy and smiling with me, which makes me happy. So the subtle point is: “Please make me happy by you smiling with me, or you been a jolly with me”. Its about making me happy, please.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to make me happy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when in relationship, the partner must make me happy by smiling with me, or been jolly with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to need and want my partner to make me happy by smiling, and been in a jolly mood.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others must make me happy by smiling with me, or been jolly with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that in relationships the partners must make each other happy, must smile with each other and must give joy and happiness to each other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek happiness from others and therefore demand others to smile with me, or to be jolly with me, so that I can be happy. I can smile too.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my partner to put a smile on my face, by she smiling with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react when my partner is having a pouting face. Because I believe she must put on smiling face for me, which will make me happy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to demand my partner to smile with me, regardless of what she is going through.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be depended on others for my own self-joy or self-happiness, or self-feeling-good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others, specially women and children, to make me happy.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be liked by women and children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be liked by my partner and child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I will be lacking something if she doesnt’ smile with me, or be jolly with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel all bad and down, when my partner doesn’t smile with me or be jolly with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel good about me, when my partner smiles with me, or be jolly with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel good about me when others smile with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad about me when others show me their pouting faces.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate those who show pouting faces to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be controlled by how others show their faces to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up my self responsibility for my own self-calmness by demanding and wanting others to smile with me to make me happy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be dependent on other’s smiles, to make me happy or unhappy.

So when and as I see myself reacting to another’s smile happily, I STOP it. I breathe. Because reacting to another’s smile happily is a dependent drug. It can easily turn other way.

So when and as I see myself reacting to another’s pouting face, i STOP it, I breathe. Because I am simply letting another’s mood to upset my inner state. So I will direct myself to breathe, or to do something physical, or simply to not to pay attention to their pouting faces. I will direct myself to simply breathe, and be here within myself and not be controlled by the faces of others. I am here, I am breathing, I am physically here, without any judgement or reactions towards another for their facially expressions.

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