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Day 154 – Death will end all Relationships and the memories will be no more.

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“In a way at death, all relationships end and who you are as relationships, end and as such who you are now as only relationship forged by others, no longer exist, you can see the problem that then emerge when you find you are still alive, you are nothing again and your life was wasted” - Bernard Poolman

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my death is fast approaching.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, all my relationships will end at my death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waste my life, my whole life in dealing with relationship issues, as if my sole purpose to exist is to worry about relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my life will end pretty soon, there is no doubt about it, death could arrive at any moment uninformed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, every breath that I live must be applied to birth self as life through the physical AND to birth an equal money system in this world. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, while I live my privileged, elitist life and lifestyle, millions are starving and thousands dying in hunger everyday, therefore I see/realize/understand wasting away my life in relationship blues is a waste of my life. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, once I hit the ground 6′ under, I am pretty much useless as I cannot effectively participate or do anything to change this world. within this I forgive myself for subtly believing that hereafter will be a smooth ride for me, and I can easily birth myself as life from the other-side.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still hope and count on getting a favour from the hereafter as if some god out there will have mercy upon me after my death. within this I forgive me for not realizing, there is no god nor mercy in the afterlife, it is foolish to think that my process will be any easier in the hereafter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the importance and preciousness of being alive here as physical, as this very breath that I am breathing allows me to birth me as life, within that I forgive me for taking my life and this breath for granted.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, every passing breath is a moment lost, gone forever, therefore I see/realize/understand my responsibility to make an effort in every breath to stand up as life, in stopping my mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that in every passing breath some humans are dying and they hoped for somebody to help, and support them even as they breathed their last. within this I forgive me for not realizing, every moment people out there are waiting and counting us to support them, to find a solution for their misery. within this I see/realize/understand, in every breath I breathe I have a moral responsibility to work towards birthing a heaven on earth where starving and dying of hunger will be no more. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, in every passing moment humans out there were hoping and waiting for some miracle to arrive to end their dreadful hunger and starvation, as they have been waiting for days in the hope for some food to arrive, but the god of this existence, money didn’t arrive for them to buy any food. So they died in vast numbers, and still dying and this is the situation for 22,000 humans who die daily out of hunger or hunger related diseases.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, within my privileged life, I have a chance to birth me as life, and birth a new system within this world. in this I see/realize/understand, my life here is not all about love, sex, relationships, and money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, at my death, I will no more remember any of my relationship blues, yet that is exactly where I spend most of my waking moments, thinking/worrying/planning about relationship/sex issues.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, as all my memories will get wiped out at death, I will stand naked and alone, but still ALIVE and wondering “why did I waste my whole life on earth completely occupied by relationship blues, what a waste”. within this I see/realize/understand, it’s not about abandoning my relationships, no, it’s about realizing that my life primarily about birthing self as life and birthing a system that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am responsible for every human being that is dying out of hunger or hunger related diseases. Responsible in a sense, that I allowed and accepted a world system which let such things to happens. Therefore I see/understand/realize that every dying human will look into my eyes and will ask me: “why did you allow this, and why didn’t you take responsibility to end this”? Because I know, if I were to die out of hunger after having starved for days, I will ask every living being looking straight into their eyes, and their children’s eyes, why did you allow such brutality to continue? why didn’t you use your resources and organizational strengths to bring an end to world hunger and starvation? why didn’t you use all your technological and scientific advancements, and all the so-called human advancements to stop this brutality? I see/realize/understand it simply doesn’t make sense that we claim to be so advanced, prosperous, highly civilized, and humane, yet we allow and accept the deaths of nearly 22,000 humans a day and the starvation of nearly 1 billion a day.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, this is not about blame or guilt, rather, a simple realization, that as humanity, as a single human being, I have failed to stop this mass murder so far. Therefore I see/realize/understand, every breath I live, is a self-dedication to birth self as life and to birth an equal money system so that all may live a dignified life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that there are humans dying in hunger while me lost in my relationship blues and sexual passions, not considering at all the plight of nearly 1 billion people, who are just waiting for food to arrive from the gods of existence as they have no other means. I see/realize/understand, it is my responsibility to birth self as life, and is not about just me, its about ending this hell on earth.

When and as I see that I am all lost in my mind worrying about relationship blues and sex stuff, I stop, I breathe, within those moments, I will recall my self-responsibility and self-commitment to birth self as life and its vast implication to the humans who are dying out of hunger. I see my ONE life here must not be wasted, not even one breath.

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Cosmic Dance of Shiva – The Bogus Hindu Theology.

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It is said that the universe including our world is so because of the Cosmic Dance of Shiva. And the icing on the cake is: All is Self.

It suggest that everything is happening due to the divine will of Shiva, hence there is no point crying over anything.  The rapes, the murders, starvation of 1 billion humans, and the deaths of 21, 000 humans due to hunger related diseases, and soaring unemployment, depression, drug addictions, homelessness, prostitution etc, all that hellish stuff goes on everyday, happens because of the Cosmic Dance of Shiva.

Don’t bother to take self-responsibility for the hell on earth because it is the Cosmic Dance of Shiva. Don’t bother to stop prostitution or stop young girls from becoming prostitutes because it is the Cosmic Dance of Shiva, whose omnipotent powers causing all nasty things to happen according to His divine will.

And if your little child got raped or kidnapped, please remember it is the Cosmic Dance of Shiva. So blame Shiva, for He caused your child to get raped or kidnapped.

Something is seriously wrong with such bogus theology, which completely denounces self-responsibility to change this hell on earth. No need to talk any responsibility, just simply say, it is the Cosmic Dance of Shiva. How insanely stupid is that.

All is Self, is a beautiful line, I like it, and it is true, All is Self, All is Life. Therefore, instead of turning a blind of eye with the Cosmic Dance of Shiva theology, we ought to actively seek solutions to end the hell on earth, because All is Life. That also means everyone is responsible for everything here. I am life, so I am responsible for all and everything Here.

Hinduism has utterly failed with that singular theological statement: The Cosmic Dance Shiva. Because it has failed to teach its followers to become self-responsible humans so they can take care of this earth in what is best for all. Everyone is shifting responsibility or avoiding responsibility because fuck yeh, it is the Cosmic Dance of Shiva who is doing all the shit here. Why should I bother!

Enough is enough with evading spirituality. Open your eyes, see this world, see the hell on earth, see the starvation, the murders, the rapes, the tortures, the wars, the suffering of children, see all that goes on, never turn a blind eye for anything, because you are effectively turning a blind eye on yourself. All is Self, yes, take that instead, and do the most responsible thing to end this hell on earth.

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