I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into the feelings of tiredness this morning.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am tired because I slept late last night.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because I slept late last night so I am tired now, in this I am actually manifesting what I have believed as the truth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into the feelings of tiredness and therefore believe that I am tired this morning. Instead of just breathing here, been physical, I forgive myself for allowing the feelings to direct me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to regret to have gone to bed past midnight, because I subtly believe that going to bed late means tiredness in the following morning.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my body had sufficient rest for 7 hours, and yet I allow this feelings of tiredness to get hold of me, by thinking and believing those feelings to be real indications of my human physical body. I realize that the crappy feelings I am having will be here for a moment, yet I am not directed by them, unless I allow them to. so in this I forgive myself to be directed by feelings and emotions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by emotions and feelings and within this, I forgive myself for believing that my physical body is tired because I believe the feelings to be an actual indicator of my body. Not realizing feelings and emotions are just output of mind’s activity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust my emotions and feelings to be real indicators of my physical body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust my emotions and feelings not realizing they cannot indicate what is best for life, for all life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pre-program myself to believe that I will be tired in the mornings if I goto bed late.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pre-program myself to believe that not sleeping early will make me tired.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pre-program myself to believe that my feelings and emotions as real indicators of my physical body. Not realizing emotions/feelings are output of a mind, and I know I cannot trust my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust my consciousness that I have developed and believe this Consciousness to be LIFE and hence blindly follow its direction, by listening to my thoughts, emotions and feelings.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust my emotions, feelings, and my consciousness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust my consciousness to be the guide of life, not realizing consciousness has only 1 purpose, that is its own survival.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my body be consumed into mind-energy to feed the consciousness of the mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the substance of my body be transformed into mind-energy and in that I forgive myself for depleting my physical body out of substance.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deplete my physical body out of substance, its very physical source. I forgive myself that I allowed my mind to consume my physical body by participating in thoughts/emotions and feelings and allowing consciousness to the guide of my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trust consciousness, not realizing consciousness has only 1 purpose and that is its own survival at any cost.
I stop the separation within me, I stop consuming my body for the survival of my mind, I stop transforming physical substance into mind energy by listening to my emotions/feelings. I stop, I breathe, I am here as one and equal to all parts of me within me.
When and as I see myself been directed by thoughts/emotions/feelings, I STOP, I breathe, I remain here, I direct myself to engage in some physical activity, I direct myself to drink ample water, as to not allow thoughts/emotions/feelings to direct me. I am here as breath of life, so I stop my mind, and I breathe.
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