I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the words, excuse, justification, reason, character: “I fear them”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put on this character so that I can justify literally anything, well because “I fear them” so naturally I want to run/hide from “them”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to put on “I fear them” character whenever it suits me, so that I can hide away, run away, avoid, not take responsibility, and do whatever I desire to do for myself by myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by putting on “I fear them” character I am avoiding any efforts to break through the fears, instead this character keeps the fears in place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by activating “I fear them” character, I have allowed myself to hide away from people, so that I can be safe in my own hideout.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that “i fear them” character keeps me in “fear of them” perpetually, therefore it is obvious that should I wish to transcend this character I must break thru the “fears of them” instead carrying on with the character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that “i fear them” character is a convenient excuse to not push myself thru and get to know people. instead this character keeps me stuck in my fears.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that “I fear them” character I developed during my childhood as a coping mechanism to avoid getting to know people, in fear of getting hurt.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize “i fear them” character that i wear is my protective mask to avoid people and getting to know them unconditionally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize if I ask the question why do I fear them? then I realize it is my own judgments and memories about them that still keeps me stuck in the past.  so in this I forgive myself for living in the past through keeping my memories alive and well, and living my life according to my memories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize living through the memories keep me stuck in “i fear them” character and it gives me no way out it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that ” I fear them” character lives only through my memories and consequent participation in those memories as thoughts/thinking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by “fearing them” I am activating the very character and keep it in place constantly. I forgive me for not realizing this character activates with my thinking and recalling of memories.

When and as I am about to say the words “I fear them”, I stop, I breathe, I see/realize/understand its an old coping trick to avoid people and getting to know them. therefore I stop and I breathe, walk thru these fears and I direct myself to participate with people.

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