I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waste time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, within the day, I have many things to get done, hence wasting time is not acceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I have many blogs to read and one to write, in addition to all the other physical/living activities,  all of which requires time, therefore, wasting time is not acceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, starting my day late in the morning is an issue I have not faced or corrected properly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I must actively participate in the living of my life, not just wandering around and waste away my time. in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I am wasting away my life too, by wasting away even a minute.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my process to birth myself as life will take time, effort and consistent application of myself. therefore I see/realize/understand, that I must read, write, self-forgive, self-correct, and walk the correction into the physical,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I can change within a breath, within a moment, therefore I see/realize and understand that every breath is the key. I see however this process is time bound, but actual changes can manifest within one breath as a result of accumulation of self-application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, that I must be highly time efficient as if time efficiency alone will birth me as life through the physical, so I forgive myself for believing that putting the time will change, not so, not that easy, though time is required but changes come within one breath as a result of consistent accumulation. So I see/realize/understand, every breath is the key, not hours, minutes or days I put into the process, it is in this breath, what I accept and allow will set the course for my process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize every breath is a chance to cut the mind, and be here as a physical being, no mind, thoughts, no movements, no feelings, no emotions, just me here, breathing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize that the desteni-i-process requires effort, application and time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that self-change requires time, effort, dedication, and regular commitment, in this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to postpone till the last minute to finish the assignment work for desteni-i-process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize every breath, every bite, every step, every word of typing, every word speaking, everything I do is process work, meaning, everything I do is a chance to self-change myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize while I structure my day to get various things done, my real change happens breath by breath, its in every breath, in every step, I have the chance to change myself from mind to life.

Who am I in every breath is the question.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my life is my process, therefore who am I is the question to ask every breath, am I characters pretending to be life? am I in fear pretending to be life? am I standing for what is best for all? am I considering all and everything as one and equal as life as me? am I communicating directly? am I existing in the past? am I living in the past by bringing the characters of the past into this present moment? am I compromising myself to satisfy some desire?

I see/realize/understand, I must direct myself in every breath, to this process, to check the mind/ego, to stand for what is best for all, to effectively use the space/time to get things done, to finish assignments, house work, physical activities, walking, job, so that I can effectively use available space/time to my process to birth myself as life through the physical.

I commit myself not to postpone and build up anxiety. because I realize to get this done, I must apply myself, it is an accumulation of self application,

I commit myself to breathe with a hold/pause in place, so to cut the movie within my mind.

I commit myself to realize that I must read many JTL blogs daily, as I see/realize/understand, self-application/effort in this is required, as self-change wont’ just come by the magic of God. I must work at it.

When and as I see myself procrastinating, or postponing, I STOP, I get my ass out of the gut, I breathe, and I direct myself to do what is best for all.

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