I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into procrastination and laziness in my day-to-day writing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let yesterday be a no-writing day because I allowed myself to ‘relax’ meaning procrastinating.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that even taking 1 day ‘off’, can compound into a mountain resulting in ending of the daily writing process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, even missing 1 day due to laziness or procrastination is unacceptable because it has a compounding factor which can lead to the end of daily writing process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, me sitting down to write is my time for self-intimacy where I see/look within then write something down. I see that writing is not about just writing words/sentences, rather it is self-investigation and self-realization, day-to-day writing compounds just like procrastination/laziness compounds.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in fact not realize, this process requires total and 100% commitment, there are no days ‘off’ in this process, this is not some gym activity where some days I can be ‘off’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, this process is about my life, about every breath I breathe, hence what I accept and allow matters absolutely.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that my ‘breath’ doesn’t take a day off, and if it does, I will be a dead man.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, this earth doesn’t take a day off, the sun doesn’t take a day off, my body’s many automated functions don’t take a day off, and if they do, I will not be existing here, within this I forgive me for justifying that it is OK to take a day off from my journey to life process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, day-to-day writing commitment doesn’t mean writing pages and pages, it means sitting down to write some, its self-time for self-intimacy through writing. Allowing me to put the accumulation of my mind stuff on paper.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify that taking day off here and there as fine, in fact it is NOT fine, as this is a commitment to self-change, through breath-by-breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the key is to sit down, and start writing something, by investigating my day, my participation within the mind, and then self-investigate them through writing. within this I forgive me for not realizing, that giving into ‘days off’ is not acceptable, as it is clearly a mask for laziness and procrastination.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that self-writing time is self-intimacy/self-investigation time, within this I forgive me for slacking off, by giving into laziness and procrastination, even one ‘day off’ due to laziness is not acceptable. So I remain here, I breathe here.

When and as I see I am giving into laziness and procrastination within my daily writing activities, I stop, I breathe, I direct myself to sit down and write something/anything, through investigating my day, my mind, and see what is that I have been participating. In this I see/realize/understand, that self-writing is a daily activity, therefore, ‘days off’ are not acceptable, unless of course, there is a real practical difficulty at present, but laziness/procrastination is not acceptable. Even if it is few lines, I direct myself to write something, without limiting myself to any ‘amount of writing’, simply just write.

Because self-writing is about self-intimacy.

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