I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, wasting time is actually wasting my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ‘waste away’ my time, in daydreaming, in basically doing nothing, just relaxing etc.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize, though they say “time is money” from a capitalistic/banker’s point of view, but I say “time is life” so don’t waste it away, its not about ‘time being money’, I realize when I waste away my life/time, I am basically a doing-nothing zombie on this earth, just passing time till I hit the ground under.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, time is required to walk my desteni process, I realize time is needed to undo my mind consciousness system (which I built through time).
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize, I need time to read, write, blog, vlog, do DIP work, etc, therefore I see wasting time in oversleeping, daydreaming, in “relaxing”, etc, is all a total waste of time hence waste of life. Basically I am wasting away my life while I can use the time here on earth to birth myself as life, instead of living as TV-watching zombie.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I am walking on this earth for a very specific purpose, that is to birth me as life through the physical, and to birth an Equal Money System, therefore wasting my time in doing useless stuff is just wasting of my life here. I see/realize/understand one day I will dead, my time on earth will expire, time to watch TV will end, time to be consumed by Hollywood will end, time to just relax will end, time for oversleeping will end, in fact, time itself will end. I will be underground, 6′ under to be exact. So within this I see/realize, walking breath by breath, in stopping my mind, and standing up as LIFE is of vital importance, for which, TIME is needed. Therefore wasting time is unacceptable, it is a waste of my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, all that time I spend inside the mind is a real waste, where I end up daydreaming and procrastinating, making up excuses to put off things, all within the realm of my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe in the ideology that “time is money” within that not live my life to bring what is best for all, rather live my life within a capitalistic principle: live to make money, hence time is money, and life is money. within that I forgive me for not considering anything at all, just live to MAKE MONEY.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, yes wasting time is wasting away life, but that doesn’t mean ‘time is money’. Life is too precious to be equated to money as we do now within this capitalistic system. Therefore I see/realize/understand, my time here is limited, therefore wasting away time is unacceptable, I realize/see/understand, I must commit myself in 100% to walk this process to birth me as life and birth a heaven on earth. And for that very purpose, TIME is needed, therefore I see/realize/understand, wasting time is not acceptable.
I commit myself to NOT waste my time in daydreaming.
I commit myself to NOT waste my time in oversleeping.
I commit myself to NOT waste my time in the mind thinking/worrying etc. Instead I direct myself to DO physical things. be in the physical.
I commit myself to limit my “relaxing” times (not turning hours into days of doing nothing).
I commit myself to do physical things, such as walking or gym to keep my physical in good shape.
I commit myself to write daily within Journey to Life.
I commit myself to read daily the JTL blogs.
I commit myself to write daily within my Desteni-I-process course work. I see/realize/understand writing daily even for 15-20 mins will accumulate the DIP course work over the week.
I commit myself to listen to eqafe portal interviews daily to enhance my understanding of the process that is unfolding on earth.
I commit myself to limit my “relaxing computer time” where I spend hours doing nothing basically surfing the web. In this I see/realize/understand, I can instead participate within process activities and still HAVE FUN.
I see/realize/understand, my life is my process, and my process is my life, those are not 2 different things. In fact in every breath I breathe, I am living my life and walking my process. Then the question to ask however is: what is that I accept and allow within each breath? and what physical actions am I doing to birth self as life and birth a heaven on earth? I see/realize/understand, Equal Money System will not magically appear on earth, I along with others in the desteni group, must walk each breath effectively to make Equal Money System a reality. All that requires TIME, therefore I see/realize/understand wasting time is a waste of my life.