I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear other people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what others may think of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear what others may speak about me or think about me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that others may be avoiding me in that i forgive me for fearing that because they might have a good dam reason to avoid me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear meeting new people because I fear what they might think of me at first as first impression.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear families within the belief that they are a unit therefore could strike me, should I speak against their objectives.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear meeting familiar people and friends within the believe that may be I am not in a good mode or cheerful enough to meet and greet them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear disclosing that I actually enjoying been alone not having to deal with their bullshit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear speaking up, because within the fear they may no longer like me or desire to be in association with me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others ignoring me or leaving me out, in that I forgive me for fearing my own anger and frustration as reactions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear been thrown out or left out by others because my apparent belief that groups of people are united and stronger within themselves who can do harm to me should I go against their objectives.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear been punished my others because me standing without compromising myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself out of fear of others, not realizing, self-compromise is real torture, is not living, simply giving into fear and submission.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into fear and submission  and therefore compromise myself, not standing for myself, simply give up, or give in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be submissive and surrender just to appease others out of fear of not been accepted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a submissive person and within that compromise myself, not consider me at all, only live to appease others so that they will like me eventually.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that others are hell bent on destroying me, or targeting me, or creating hell for me, or doing bad things for me, in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that everyone is against me, and attacking me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in fear of others, fear of not been liked, fear of not been loved, fear of not been wanted, fear of not been included, in all that I forgive me for not been with me, not enjoying my own self, instead of wanting, desiring others to fulfill me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear heated discussions, arguments, conflicts, because of the fear been confronted, in this I forgive myself for fear been confronted, within that fear been disliked, hated or excluded.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear living my life within self-caring and self-consideration, always wanting to appease others is not supporting me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear living alone, fear living as ALONE, ALL-ONE, always wanting, desiring, seeking acceptance and likeness, love from others.

When and as I see myself to fearing others within the fear of loss, or within the fear of been disliked, or within the fear of been not included, or within the fear of been thrown out, or within the fear of been angered at me, or within the fear of been confronted, or within the fear of been questioned, or challenged, I STOP, I Breathe.

I see/realize/understand, I cannot live in self-compromise, I cannot live in fear of others, I cannot live in fear of losing people, I cannot live in the fear of been avoided/excluded, I see/realize/understand, I have to walk without compromising myself, while considering what is best for all, and seen others as myself.

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