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Day 109 – I am a God, praise me, worship me, like me, love me Character.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my family to make me look good

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my siblings to make me look good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my family and friends to make me look good .

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my partner to make me look good, so I can feel great within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my relatives to make me look good, so I can feel great about myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my siblings to make me look good

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my blood relatives to make me look good, so I can feel good within me and feel happy about myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want my family to do/say the right things so that I can feel great about myself within social gatherings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to make me look good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to feel happy within myself, for that I want others to do/say the right things, so I can feel good about me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be seen as ‘good’ and ‘great’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be ‘admired’ by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be ‘admired’, and ‘liked’ by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be ‘admired’, ‘liked’ and praised by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be praised by others for been so great.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be worshiped by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be a god for others, who will praise me, worship me, like me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to loved, liked, praised, admired, worshiped, talked about, praised about, by others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize  I live for one reason, my existence is about one reason, that is to be liked/loved/admired/praised/worshiped. within that i forgive me for fearing not been liked/loved/admired/praised/worshiped by others.

I forgive myself that I have and allowed myself to not realize, I live for one reason, to be treated like a god.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I live for one reason, I exist for one reason, to be treated like a GOD.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I live in the fear of not been liked/loved/praised.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, fear is dominating my very existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, fear is dominating my mind, my life, and my very existence, because my desire to be treated like a god, and not realizing wherever there is desire, there is fear of not having that desire fulfilled.

When and as I see myself desiring/craving/wanting to be liked/praised/admired/worshiped/ by others, I stop, I breathe, I realize the vanity I have been chasing my whole life, in that, I stop, I breathe, I am here, equal and and one to all. As breath, I see that I am one and equal to all.

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Day 108 – Embracing blood ties, and Excluding strangers.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exclude people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exclude people because I believe some other special group of people must be included within my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give differential treatment to people based on if I like them or not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to include people if like and exclude people if i dont’ like them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to treat people based on if I like them or dislike them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consider some people as ‘my people’ while others as strangers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to categorize people into boxes, ‘like’ or ‘dislike’, ‘include’ or ‘exclude’.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see my blood ties as special people while I see others as strangers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see my family as special while others as strangers.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give preferential treatments to people based of blood ties.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see family, the same blood ties, as special while others as strangers therefore negligible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go to the extent of deliberately excluding distant relatives because their ‘blood’ is not close enough for me while embracing my siblings and their children as my own blood ties.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel an amazing special bonding connection to same blood ties, while totally disregarding those strangers whose blood is alien to mine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize i am turning into a blood worshiping vampire all in the name of family.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be so attached to my blood ties while totally disregarding others and their families/children.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, if we only love/care for our own families, who is going to support/care for those who dont’ have any families? will they be left alone to rot and die? in this i forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the great love for family hasn’t created a planet of love, rather we have a hell.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the amazing love for family hasn’t prevented 1 billion people from starving daily.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the magnetic divine blood love for the family hasn’t prevented the death of 21,000 humans daily.

In this i forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize everyone is caring/protecting supporting their own families and dont’ give a fuck about anyone else’s family. in this i forgive me for only caring my own blood ties and totally disregard about others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the love for the family has blinded me to not see the suffering of others, as I only see my own blood ties, others can goto hell.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never ask the question, if we all just love and care for our family only, when are we going to care for ALL, and in that manifest heaven on earth?

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the hell on earth continues because everyone is too busy loving their own little families while totally disregarding the hell that is unfolding on earth. in this I forgive me for been too busy loving my blood ties while disregarding all others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize, it’s not about ignoring one’s family, rather it is about considering what is best for all families, all within this planet, including my family.

I see/realize/understand, the love for family has become so blinding, that it excludes anyone and anything just to feel the love for the special group called family. I see/realize/understand, how I am excluding distant families because they are not close enough. I see/realize trying to form special blood bonds is lunatic, instead I direct myself to consider what is best for ALL families.

Equality and Oneness of all life forms, makes us all ONE big family. therefore in this, I direct myself to see/consider all as equals.

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