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Day 101 – To change, I need discipline and hard work. Can’t hope God to change me magically.

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to waste time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, within the day, I have many things to get done, hence wasting time is not acceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I have many blogs to read and one to write, in addition to all the other physical/living activities,  all of which requires time, therefore, wasting time is not acceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, starting my day late in the morning is an issue I have not faced or corrected properly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I must actively participate in the living of my life, not just wandering around and waste away my time. in this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I am wasting away my life too, by wasting away even a minute.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my process to birth myself as life will take time, effort and consistent application of myself. therefore I see/realize/understand, that I must read, write, self-forgive, self-correct, and walk the correction into the physical,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, I can change within a breath, within a moment, therefore I see/realize and understand that every breath is the key. I see however this process is time bound, but actual changes can manifest within one breath as a result of accumulation of self-application.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, that I must be highly time efficient as if time efficiency alone will birth me as life through the physical, so I forgive myself for believing that putting the time will change, not so, not that easy, though time is required but changes come within one breath as a result of consistent accumulation. So I see/realize/understand, every breath is the key, not hours, minutes or days I put into the process, it is in this breath, what I accept and allow will set the course for my process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize every breath is a chance to cut the mind, and be here as a physical being, no mind, thoughts, no movements, no feelings, no emotions, just me here, breathing

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize that the desteni-i-process requires effort, application and time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that self-change requires time, effort, dedication, and regular commitment, in this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to postpone till the last minute to finish the assignment work for desteni-i-process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize every breath, every bite, every step, every word of typing, every word speaking, everything I do is process work, meaning, everything I do is a chance to self-change myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize while I structure my day to get various things done, my real change happens breath by breath, its in every breath, in every step, I have the chance to change myself from mind to life.

Who am I in every breath is the question.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my life is my process, therefore who am I is the question to ask every breath, am I characters pretending to be life? am I in fear pretending to be life? am I standing for what is best for all? am I considering all and everything as one and equal as life as me? am I communicating directly? am I existing in the past? am I living in the past by bringing the characters of the past into this present moment? am I compromising myself to satisfy some desire?

I see/realize/understand, I must direct myself in every breath, to this process, to check the mind/ego, to stand for what is best for all, to effectively use the space/time to get things done, to finish assignments, house work, physical activities, walking, job, so that I can effectively use available space/time to my process to birth myself as life through the physical.

I commit myself not to postpone and build up anxiety. because I realize to get this done, I must apply myself, it is an accumulation of self application,

I commit myself to breathe with a hold/pause in place, so to cut the movie within my mind.

I commit myself to realize that I must read many JTL blogs daily, as I see/realize/understand, self-application/effort in this is required, as self-change wont’ just come by the magic of God. I must work at it.

When and as I see myself procrastinating, or postponing, I STOP, I get my ass out of the gut, I breathe, and I direct myself to do what is best for all.

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Day 100 – End of Mankind

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, existence of mankind on earth could actually end.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, this earth is a fragile delicate system, not a pit for profit making.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, this earth is the source of all life here on earth, hence it must be protected and cared for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, there are immense abuses going on raping this earth just for making profit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, mankind on earth will likely come to an end due to man’s own greed and no other reason.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, this complete carelessness and disregard for mother earth will eventually manifest its consequences where life for man on earth may not be possible ever again.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the current economic money system is the heart of disaster on earth, which is raping and robbing this earth of everything and anything just to make money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, there is a point of no return for life on earth for mankind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, though life on earth will continue but life for man on earth is doubtful, unless man make dramatic changes to himself and how he manages this earth and its inhabitants.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, this earth is not one big shopping mall, where all we do is buy and sell, until earth runs out of her supply to sustain man’s unceasing greed for his happiness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, this earth is not a garbage dump for capitalistic money masters.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the environmental destruction and chaos that are going on in the name of making money, can lead man to his own end, on a road that is paved with meaningless money, and banknotes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, earth is at a precarious point for mankind, he may not make it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, earth’s resources are freely given so that all bodies of flesh will have a seat at the round-table with food and water, the table we call earth, our home.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, violence, wars, military experiments that are going on, will eventually lead to a point of no return for man.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the glamorous 2012 Summer Olympic games opening ceremony with money, is not a sign of joy, but a sign of utter ignorance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, pollution, deforestation, and other numerous abuses that going on, are on my face, yet I chose to sit in front of TV to entertain myself so that I can hide and not see the end of mankind approaching.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that no God, or Devil is going to end mankind, but man himself will end it for him, as man is the biggest demon roaming the earth now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, capitalism is the singular force that will eventually lead this earth to a point of no return for man.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, doomsday predictions like 2012 newage prophecies were a hoax just to keep man busy and entertained, so that the real issues, and the real end, will never be resolved or discussed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the spiritual and religious industries are equal and one responsible for this earth’s mess, just as the capitalistic money masters whose sole purpose is to make profit at any cost.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, everyone on earth is responsible for protecting and caring this earth. It is our home.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the earth is a roundtable where everyone, every flesh of body, has a seat, an equal seat at the roundtable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, at the current rate of abuse and raping of earth, it will only be a matter of time before the end is here for mankind, slowly but surely its coming.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize, the earth is a delicate eco-system where man is the only custodian to maintain her balance and well-being. Instead man has become the demon who is sucking the life out of himself and of this earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, life on earth will survive in abundance without man walking on it, as he is the only monster ever to rape this earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, enough blood and tears has soaked this earth that are witnesses for centuries of abuses man has inflicted upon himself for the sake of money and power.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the singular current that propels this earth is the currency, the moneys of this earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the industrial pollution and waste in manufacturing in order sell products for nearly 7 billions consumers is mounting with no checks and bounds.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, man’s inner demons and unceasing greed while in pursuit of his happiness is propelling the capitalistic machine, which is destroying this earth without any regard whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the boardrooms where the demons roam, the destructive headquarters of this earth, where plans for profits are made at any cost without any regard for life whatsoever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, everyone is equally responsible for the hell on earth, that is slowly approaching its deadline for mankind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, there is a such thing called “its too late for mankind”, however uncool it is, it must be acknowledged, the end for mankind is a real possibility.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, religions are the demonic angels who silently advocate the selling and rapping of this earth for money and profit through their dogmatic insane ideologies.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, at the moment, the earth is a gigantic shopping mall, it’s here to buy and sell, 24×7, its entire purpose is to buy and sell while the earth cries in misery.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the end of mankind is not some crazy religious or spiritual prophecy, rather it is a simple mathematical extrapolation based on the current earth policies and management.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, more than half the earth embraced the lunatic 2012 doomsday prophecies, while make a joke out of it when mentioned that time for mankind is running out.

The question is why do we have to abuse and destroy this earth as we do now (even if it doesn’t bring an end to mankind)? Is it because we have no other system but capitalism?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, all abuses on earth must stop, there is absolutely no justification for any abuses that are going on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that we need a system that is the custodian of earth, which takes care of the earth and all its inhabitants.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, the principles of Equal Money System are just that, they are the custodian pillars of this earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, that I am the first point of change to stop the impending doom for man on earth. I must change, we must change, then we change this world-system so we protect and care for this earth, restoring to its former glory, the life giving mother earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, every living breath, I must dedicate myself to self-change, share this message with all, so that many who will hear this, will dare to walk with us for change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize, my life on earth is not a trip to the shopping mall, to shop for some 70+ years and then die away. NO, I see/realize/understand, I am here on earth, to birth myself as life through the physical and to bring life into this earth as a custodian and caretaker of this earth, by standing with and implementing the Equal Money System for all to live equally sharing this beautiful mother earth.

I see/realize/understand, it is not too late for man, though such point is not too far, therefore man must change, I must change, to birth self as life, so that all of us, including me, can take care of this earth. In this, I see/realize/understand, that blaming anyone is useless, rather, I take self-responsibility for my self-change, and show the way for others.

I see/realize/understand, at the moment, I am walking a process of education with other destonians, till we reach a point where we will enter the political arena to make things happen through democracy.

On this Day 100:

I commit myself to stand as a point of change, by changing myself breath by breath.

I commit myself to share and educate others about Equal Money System.

I commit myself to share and educate others about what is really going on in this world.

I commit myself to walk this journey to life process with 100% commitment, so that I may be an example of change through writing self-forgiveness, and self-corrective applications.

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