[Context: Today, I started the day by thinking shit about others, and sure enough, the energy within me about these persons compounded, soon I was left to face with a situation where the energy came to a boiling point. Things are happening really fast, and they are compounding. I was thinking shit, then, hours later, I was ready to explore at a person, fortunately I rush myself out of the area, in a such energetic reaction, thank god no words were exchanged, I simply vanished from the scene avoiding any confrontation. I clearly manifested this, started by thinking shit, slowly but surely layer by layer energy started to build up, leading to a boiling point. I am amazed by how instant the karma came about, and how quickly consequence are manifesting now. My body was really uncomfortable as if it wanted a release of tension, because by thinking shit I generated too much tension for the body. And the physical will no longer put up with this. Either I stop the shit thinking, or the physical will stop me.]

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think shit about others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by thinking shit about others I actually created and manifested consequences for myself and nasty experiences for others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I was actually enjoying thinking shit about others, and so I didn’t stop it because it felt good to think shit about others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by thinking shit about others, I am really allowing and permitting shit to happen in physical reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that thinking shit about others is really abusive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that thinking shit about others create hell for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that by thinking shit about others I am actually harming my physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize I have the greatest responsibility, that I have the power to not participate in thinking, and thereby not hurt my body nor cause indirect harm to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize though it is an addiction to enjoy the thrill of thinking shit about others, nowadays this habit has massive consequences as physical is in command.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize today I clearly saw the consequences of shit thinking about others, they manifest in one way or other, then its too late to say: oh shit happens. No, shit happens because I was thinking shit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I need to release/self-forgive every thought I had today about these people, I must release them via self forgiveness, otherwise their potency to compound still exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize how deliberately harmful and hurtful is to participate in shit thinking about others. It is really an abuse.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to viciously blame and judge others within my mind today, thinking how fucked up others are etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame and scold others within me, thinking them to be really evil and nasty fuckers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and see others as really nasty evils, and in this I forgive me for blaming, scolding and judging others to hell, without ever giving them a moment to breathe freely in my presence, because my judgement about them can be choking to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to cause harm to others by blaming and scolding others. I forgive me for not realizing that my judgement towards others is really hellish for them and for me too.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be really nasty, mean, cruel when I don’t like certain behaviors in others, in this I forgive me for justifying my nasty judgments about others, saying they deserve it anyways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I have no right to judge/blame/scold others no matter how ‘evil’ they are, because in judging them as evil, I too become evil, so I see/realize/understand judging/blaming/scolding them is not the way, yes, I realize/see/understand I can discuss/speak/write to them and come to a resolution about any conflicting point so that I will not compromise and suffer, and at the same time I can find a solution without ever stepping into judgement about others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize people do nasty evil shit to each other, and such moments I realize I must speak up/discuss to bring peace, a workable solution between us, and in no way going into judgement about them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize people are apparently evil and do evil things because they lack self-awareness/life-awareness, and they are stuck in the minds/egos which are driving them crazy, resulting in evil humans. in this I forgive me for not realizing I have no right whatsoever to judge others and their actions and justify my blame/scold/judgement towards them. I see in judging a person as evil, I keep that person stuck in his/her evilness, I assist them to stay stuck in their mind patterns. In this I forgive me for not realizing I am therefore responsible for the so-called evil persons in this world, they are part of my creation/manifestation. So I stop all judgments/blames and scoldings. Instead I direct me to speak with the persons about any issues to work out a solution, within the principle of what is best for all.

When and as I see myself blaming and scolding others, I stop, I breathe, I see/realize/understand, no matter how evil a person is, I have no right to judge them, I direct me to discuss with them a solution, without compromising myself, but I have no right whatsoever to silently blame them and judge them within my mind, which is an unacceptable act of abuse towards other humans. I realize I am responsible to end the hell on earth, and to do that I must stop the hell of judgments/blame/scold I impose on others.

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