I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be an energy addict.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed my addiction to energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed my energy addiction by participating in thoughts/feelings and emotions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed my energy addiction by consuming my human physical substance. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed my mind’s craves for energy by eating up my body, by consuming my physical substance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to eat up my physical body, by giving into energy craves and rushes. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire energy highs and rushes in its variety of forms. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be an energy junkie, just like a drug junkie, who is constantly looking for highs and rushes, within the mental/mind realm. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to like/love/desire/seek/search energy highs and in that feel great and awesome while not realizing that I am slowly eating away my human physical body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never ask the question: what is the difference between my addiction to energy highs and a drug addict who is constantly looking for some pill-thrill? in this I forgive myself for not realizing I am One and Equal to drug addicts because I seek the very same mental energy rush/high, its just without taking any pill, instead I in-take/allow thoughts/emotions/feelings to give me that mental high/rush that I crave so much.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame and judge the so-called drug addicts and junkies, in the meantime, I have been an addict myself to energy and energy highs/rushes. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed into my mind’s crave for highs and rushes and thereby consume my human physical body, and its substance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deplete my body.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to consume my physical substance and thereby deplete my body towards death at which time all energy cravings end. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist/live just for giving my mind’s its desirable highs and rushes. in this I forgive myself for not realizing my entire life has been about one thing: satisfying my mind’s energy craves and rushes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the simplest anti-drug, anti-addiction, or anti-energy-addiction is the simplicity of breathing here as physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize energy in its origin is substance, therefore I see/realize/understand that the conflict between energy and substance for the survival of energy is useless, therefore I let go of all cravings and simply breathe here. Energy in its core form will not end, or die, as it is substance, therefore equal and one. 

I as energy, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to declare war against substance and be at war with substance. Not realizing I am as energy equal and one as substance, so in this I end all wars/conflicts/friction with substance and the physical body. 

I as energy, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not existing, fear dying, fear losing, fear been trapped, fear been cornered, fear been defeated, fear been isolated, fear not having my cravings met, fear not having substance to feed me, I see/realize/understand, I as energy, I have been at conflict/friction with substance out of ignorance, I end this, I stop conflict/friction. I am here and I breathe. 

When and as I see myself rushing for energy highs, or craving for energy highs, I stop, I breathe. I see/realize/understand me giving into energy highs is just like a drug addict giving into pills and powders, it will only consume my human physical body and its substance, so I stop, I breathe. I direct myself to stop all participation in my mind and remain here as breath/breathing.

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