I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this process I am walking with desteni is to be applied in every moment, in every breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this process I am walking with desteni, is to be lived, applied in every moment, anywhere and everywhere be it at the office, home or streets.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this desteni process I am walking now, is to be lived in every word I speak, and in every thought I think, and in every action I do. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this desteni process I am walking now, must be lived every breath, as a living example of self-honesty, as I realize this process is not a 9-5 job, or just a Sunday job, or a spiritual activity at some auspicious times of the day.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that my desteni process is about living it in every breath, as I breathe-in and breathe-out. living out my self-honesty and self-correcting my self-dishonesty. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my desteni process is just a 9-5 job, or a parttime job, or something that I do on the sides etc, not realize this process is about myself, me correcting my patterns and birthing myself as LIFE in this one lifetime. So I realize there is no other or better time to ‘work’ on my process, as this moment/breath, here, is the best time to live my process, as self honesty. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to measure my process progress via my blogs and vlogs, not realizing those simply do not indicate ‘who i am’ in every breath, as ‘who am i’ is a living expressing of myself. I must live what i am, and who i am, while my blogs/vlogs are simply training tools to gain my self trust. 1000 vlogs doesn’t mean my process is 1000 times any better, as true measure of my process is in my words/thoughts and in the actions that I do in every breath. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mistakenly believe that doing blogs/vlogs etc is what this process is about, not realizing this process is about who i am in every breath, while vlogs/blogs simply assist me to develop who i am for myself by myself. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that all my participation with desteni as a sign great progress, not realizing my process is about living in each breath, it is about who i am in every breath. While my participation with desteni only support and training for me to develop myself, yet living my life, is truly what desteni process, is all about.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to measure the progress of my process through my participation with desteni activities, while not realizing in living breath by breath in self-honestly is the real measure of my process. I see/realize my process is about me living in every breath/word/action. I must live out the desteni process as a living example for others to see. In living breath by breath, I become a destonian, not in blogging/vlogging/listening/writing as they are only training tools, while I must live self-honesty breath by breath.

When and as I see myself measuring my progress via my participation with desteni activities, I stop, I breathe, I realize only in living breath by breath in all self-honesty in my words/thoughts/deeds that I will become a destonian and make progress in my process.

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