I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not commit myself to read JTL blogs daily and regularly. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that reading JTL blogs daily is a great self-support and yet I avoid it with many excuses. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not read JTL blogs daily by giving various excuses and reasons. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that this Journey to Life is a Process of Participation, I must participate in writing and reading daily, everyday touching many blogs as practically possible. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the more I put off readings, the more hard it will be to get back to daily reading.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel regret for not reading daily, well, no need for regret, I simply stop the excuses, and get on with daily readings. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I am wasting a lot of time doing ‘nothing’ or ‘just browsing’ whereas I could commit that time to read JTL blogs. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize once I give into excuses for not reading daily, then, they accumulate, ‘to read list’ accumulates and that turns into a mountain, and then I give it up. This is not acceptable. The pit of regret and giving up deliberately is not acceptable. 

On this 60th day of my journey to life process, I realize I must commit myself to read many JTL blogs as possible daily/everyday, therefore giving into lame excuses is not acceptable.

I have time, because I waste time in doing stuff but not the stuff I must do, like reading JTL blogs. So I realize a pattern of excuse is in place now, I am avoiding reading JTL blogs daily, this is more than just a practical issue. Its now a pattern.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait till a mountain of blogs pile up, and then give it up the reading list. This is a nice trick to stop reading JTL blogs. Therefore I direct myself to stick a minimum reading list, and get that reading list done.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize its never TOO LATE, so I am here breathing, as breath, so simply moving/directing myself to reading, just read, start reading, instead of giving excuses/reasons, just start reading the blogs daily. Get the minimum reading list done. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realize this process requires a commitment, a dedication, a time to write, a time to read and a time to video making, and forum participation etc. I cannot just ‘go with the flow’. So I direct myself to structure my time so I can get all the required parts done to effectively participate in the JTL 7 years process. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize I need to organize myself so that I can write/read/do_videos/do_course work etc.

I commit myself to write my own JTL blog in the mornings, at least for 30 minutes to get my own daily writings done.

I commit myself to read creation’s journey to life blog in the mornings.

I commit myself to read heaven’s journey to life blog in the mornings.  

I commit myself to read earth’s journey to life blog in the mornings. 

I commit myself to read 2 more journey to life blogs from other destonians in the evenings or throughout the day.

I commit myself to make videos in the evenings when all readings/writings are done, so I will not trick myself to avoid reading/writing by doing videos. 

In this I am committing myself to read a minimum of 5 JTL blogs a day.

I realize I am rushing to make videos while not reading/writing, it is an avoidance trick, so I stop, I breathe, I realize, that I must read/write daily as committed and then direct myself to make the videos. Because I must stand as LIFE here.

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