I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to giving to the desires of the mind and want to take a break from daily writing, not realizing its a sure way to self sabotage my daily blogging.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to think that ‘now I can take it easy, having made for 40 days, now i can take it cool, and relax’. Not realizing, even missing one day can compound and make the following day harder to get back to writing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realiz that this writing activity is a serious self-journey, it is where I write me to freedom, i am the only point of accountability in this, I do this for me, I write this for me, I write to undo my own patterns of behavior and mindsets. So the importance of daily blogging is something I assign and I understand. I am walking this to undo my own patterns thru the 7 year process of writing, daily.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize it is not the long journey that matters, rather the very step Here, this BLOG tonight, this entry tonight, that will make the difference, this drop, this piece of writing today, the journey is simply what accumulates. Is it going to 7 years of useless writing or 7 years of effective, dedicated, step by step writing? I decide that each night, as I write me to right.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the small step I take tonight in writing this piece is really that matters, I mean not the 7 year journey, because journey is simply the accumulation process, is this step, this item here, this drop here, this piece of writing tonight here that makes all the difference. Because if I miss to walk this step then I will miss the 7 year journey.
I commit myself take the time needed to do the daily blogging, the daily writing of self forgiveness effectively and to the point, instead of just rushing to get a blog out. I commit myself to slowly, smoothly, step by step walk this step, this writing tonight. I realize I have been more focused on getting the blogs out, NO, the step, the statements of self forgiveness, the self correction of this blog here is what matters. Therefore I commit myself to get this step as effective as I can, so I need to put the proper time and proper effort into this step here tonight. Journey simply accumulates.
So I realize this daily writing time, is really the most intimate self-time of the day, where I get to dig out my shit and effectively and set a new course for my life. Day by day, blog by blog, piece by piece I will write myself to freedom. In this no rushing, no just write something to get something out. No. I write to Right myself daily step by step, and let it accumulate