Day 32 – Make me ‘Feel Good’

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want an energy boost in the mornings to uplift my moods. 

i forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want an energy excitement to feel good, to feel better.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire and want an energy boost in the mornings to get my day going. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire and want an upliftment in the form of energy to feel good, feel better, to feel happy and excited. Instead of just breathing here as my physical body, I desire and want an energy boost to give me happiness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that wanting/desiring /seeking energy boost is MIND dying for its food, a boost, as MIND works as energy highs and falls. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek/want/desire movements of energy within me, something to excite me, something to feel good, feel better, something to feel happy about, not realizing in all that I am desiring/wanting/needing energy from the physical substance, like a money hungry capitalist abuser who wants to suck dry the physical to make a profit at any cost, I am desiring/wanting/needing/seeking an energy boost to make me happy, at any cost, at the cost of the physical substance. 

This process starts with me, first. Without me getting into equality and oneness within me, as my physical, I cannot effectively do so without.

So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek/want/desire energy from others, they must make me happy, they must say something to make me happy, they must do something to make me happy, they must give me something to make me happy, as my happiness, my feel good matters more than anything, in this, I forgive myself for disregarding my physical, as I extract take abuse the physical to get energy to make me FEEL GOOD. 

I STOP this urge to make me FEEL GOOD. I Breathe, I remain here, breathing as physical. I realize the physical, my physical is suffering extensively as I seek/desire/want to extract sustenance from it to make me FEEL GOOD by extracting energy. So I STOP this. I breath. I remain as Breath. I breathe.

I realize thoughts/thinking/emotions/memories/anger/jealousy/spitefulness are all cousins in this process of extracting energy from the physical to make me FEEL GOOD. So I STOP them, with Breathing.

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