Day 26 – Day of Endless Thinking. I Stop with Breathing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stay put within my backchat today thinking and blaming another. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to stay put within my backchat today believing I must plot and scold another. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek refugee within my backchat, not realizing my backchat is not a place of solace, rather it creates more of the same shit. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let energy direct me and believe that I have all the rights and reasons to blame and scold another, and my backchat justifies it so well.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be the JUDGE, The GOD by entering and living within my backchat, the house of justification and blame. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself by blaming and scolding another. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself blame the world while sitting within my backchat, not realizing the stories of my backchat are illusion, no truth whatsoever, even if there is a drop of truth, the rest is all made up. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to listen, to hear, participate in my backchat as way to get solace and comfort, not realizing I am hurting my body by chatting within my backchat. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to TRUST my backchat, and Hear my backchat and be directed by my backchat. In this I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be directed by the energy of my backchat which is not real, which will end at death. What is real here is the physical oneness and equality. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to destroy myself and this world by listening to the human backchat, the energy of the mind is destroying me and this earth. I am allowing this as an individual by participating in my own secret backchat. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize each being is here supporting me in ways I cannot see, they are assisting me, showing me what I have accepted and allowed within me. Instead of inverting points into me and investigating within myself, I have allowed to blame and scold another within my backchat. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore my Breath as the physical and exist as my backchat, the illusion. 

When and as I see myself gone and lost in ‘thinking’, I STOP, I breathe. I remain here as breath, I get into the physical, I drink a glass fo water, realizing living within the backchat is not going to assist me nor the world. So, I stop the mind’s backchat within me first.

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