Day 23 – Who Am I? Mind’s energy driven machine.

That is a simple question but requires profound self-honesty. No point in just saying I am this or that. Yet I must realize this ‘who am I’ thing must be lived, not just an expression, it must be lived, each breath. This ‘who am I’ must be a decision, not just a wondering about ‘flow with the wind’ kind of bullshit, who am I must be an active decision made and lived breath by breath.

Today my desteni-I-process buddy asked me the question “who am I”. I clearly was not prepared to answer her, so within the blog entries next few days I will investigate this profound but simple question.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NEVER ask me the question ‘who am I’? Who Am I ?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to never reflect upon Who Am I ?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I have no idea who am I. I am just floating around.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am just floating around without any sense of ‘who am I’ giving me any direction. I am just floating around.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by mind’s energy, mind alone is directing me. whereas I am at sleep.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be directed entirely by mind’s energy, and not by ME.

At the moment, who am I is just a machine that is running on MIND’s energy. Mind say Go, I GO. Mind say STOP, I STOP. No clear self principle thru which i can move and direct myself in what is best for all. I just move with the flow of my minds’ energy, seeking, looking for more experiences to make me MORE.

To be continued…..

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