I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear been disapproved by others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear been disapproved and punished by others.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear making mistakes because then others may disapprove me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear been scolded by others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear been rejected by others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to please others so that they might approve me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want others to like me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire others like me and approve me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want and desire approval and validation from others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek and look out for approval from others. and when lacking in approval i allowed myself to go into self pity.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be depressed when others disapprove me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear been depressed.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear what i feel within me and want to run away from it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear when others show their anger to me and react in kind to their anger.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear my own anger.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself desire and want to be happy thru the approval of others and when that is lacking i allow anger within me.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be angry for not been happy within myself.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want others to approve me and validate me so that i can be happy.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create the idea of happiness and want others to approve me and validate me so that i can be happy, otherwise i will be angry.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be angry within myself and fear my own anger
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want and desire others do the approval things so that i can contain my anger and unhappiness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not take responsibility for myself to be here as breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not look at me, instead I want others to look at me and care for me with their approval.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that I am not taking self responsibility and want others to do it for me.
when and as I see that i am fearing disapproval from others, i STOP and I breathe. when and as I see fearing anger of others, i STOP, I breathe. I realize i am responsible for who i am, neither approval from others nor anger from others can direct me. I direct me and I support me with breathing.
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