Tale of Trayvon Martin: Racism is an eternal fire unless Self-Forgiven.

There is racism in America, and there is crime in America, mixing the two brings about some of the worse separations in America. So called ‘white-hispanic’ George Zimmerman shot and killed teenager black african Trayvon Martin for reasons only God knows.

Racism is a dangerous fire. Once charged with racism, it is very hard to see the real motive for this crime. Did George Zimmerman shoot Trayvon just because the boy is black? Or did George Zimmerman shoot Trayvon because issues both men ran into on that fateful day?

I am trying to remove racism to see the actuality of the events. But of course it is no solace, killing the kid either as a crime or as a racial crime, both sucks big time. It just removing racism allows more visibility into the actual situation. Now America is boiling in the fire of racism charges and counter-charges, which brings up memories from the olden slavery days. The sins of the fathers are been revisited.

Ask a different question: Can a white man ever kill a black man and not be charged with racism in America? Black police officers shoot and kill white men but don’t get charged with racism (in reverse direction), do they?

So you see, there is no end to the fire of racism, when white and black mix, there is always the possibility of bias, even with all the love Micheal Jordon gets from white america, still he will feel the spark of racism in his heart as the story of Trayvon Martin unfolds. Now George Zimmerman is not really a “white”, he is a new kind of a white, the “hispanic white” who has place themselves in a superior position over the blacks in America apparently.

No matter from which angle you look at this story, you will agree with me: Racism is a fire that cannot be put down. We thought having elected the first black president Barak Obama will end the storms of racism for good in America, nay, the fire is back, nothing has changed in America.

Racism exist within the depth of human consciousness as it is a wall that separates humans. Be it in America or elsewhere in the world, you will find such walls dividing people, so nothing unusual about America, its the human mind that creates and sustains walls of separation. FInd a single country that doesnt’ have a wall that separates people on racial/ethnic/linguistic/cultural lines. Even the humble Nepal boils racially but silently surrender by the Himalayas. Racism boils everywhere.

The black christians are praying for white Jesus, the white christians are praying for white Jesus, I wonder whose prayer will white Jesus listen too? Walls of separation are everywhere, be it race, ethnic, gender, sexual orientation, color of skin, language, region, religion, sects, vegans vs meat-eaters, I mean, it’s a long bloody list of walls to separate humans.

The real problem however lies within the very thoughts we accept and allow within us. Thoughts of separation creates physical separation. What made over 1 million Hindus and Muslims to die the day they got independence? Its their thoughts, beliefs, ideas, opinions, concepts and judgments about each other. The backchats (voice in the head) about each other has created this hell on earth.

There exist a real solution to the eternal fire of racism. I know. I was a racist myself. All my life I hated a specific group of ethnic people, I loved their miseries, I loved their defeats in wars, I mean by all definition of the word, I can safely label me as a racist.

All that changed by apply self-forgiveness. Now I neither love that group nor hate that group, I simply see them and me as one group. It gives me no specific emotional high/low about that group anymore. Perhaps I can say I have equalize myself to them, we are here together, the wall of racism has come down for me from within me, thanks to self-forgiveness.

So George Zimmerman and Trayvon Martin and their respective communities, while you boil in the fire of racism, anger, hate etc, just know, you can self-forgive yourself and set yourself free from this eternal fire of racism. Yes, self-forgiveness is a practical resulted oriented solution,

As per Trayvon Martin, the lost of a child is a profound lost, I offer my deepest condolence to his family and friends. Also, in this let’s recall, George Zimmerman too was a child once, hence no point in hunting down for his head, let him face the consequence of the laws. But above all, let George Zimmerman self-realize himself by forgiving himself with all self honesty.

Is it better George Zimmerman be killed or is it better George Zimmerman stand for all life realizing that all life Here is himself? I am sure Trayvon Martin would not wish for the head of George Zimmerman, rather see George Zimmerman as a self-realized self-forgiven man standing for all Life.

Who knows, Trayvon Martin may come thru the inter-dimensional portal and speak to us from the dead as many beings done so far, I mean we all know, only his body has died, not the being, Trayvon Martin. That’s another blog, you can investigate more about it at desteni.org

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I am Anton Fernando.

Eating with the Pigs – Story of the Prodigal Son.

I am at the moment to listening to prodigal son story retold by Bernard Poolman. Very interesting how the son, the prodigal son, based on his free choice decided to blow away his share of wealth/inheritance. Then, having lost everything he ends up living and eating with the pigs. While in such miserably conditions, the son realizes that he “can” return to his home, and live a dignified life again. But also he realizes that he cannot just show up one fine day and continue his old ways, rather, he has to really change himself first. So the points of self-forgiveness, forgiveness, taking self responsibility etc, are mentioned in the story of the prodigal son.

Over 2000 years ago, Jesus himself told this story and now Mr Bernard Poolman so wonderfully reinterpret the story within the context of self-forgiveness, self-honesty and responsibility.

Another vital point mentioned in the story is, the earth, as an inheritance given to us, yet we are destroying it, just like the prodigal son, we are destroying the earth, so naturally this is leading us to a situation where we may end up eating with the pigs.

The story is very important within the context of personal change and world change,. Lets stop destroying the inheritance that is given to us. Above all, lets stop destroying the inheritance of Life itself. Everyone is a prodigal son, therefore its time for each to return home.

For the real return to home, each of us must self-forgive and self-realize, only then, a true return to home is possible Otherwise, we are heading to live and eat with the pigs.

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Click here for the story of Son told by Bernard, enjoy:

Self-Forgiving my backchats, the chats of my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in my backchats, the  chats of my mind talking back to me.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself listen to my backchats.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the fears of my mind, which is fearful-backchat.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the happy-backchats of my mind.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the sad backchats of my mind.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the worry backchats of my mind.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the angry backchats of my mind.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the sad backchats of my mind.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the ‘lack’ backchats of my mind.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the spiteful backchats of my mind.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to the excuse backchats of my mind and thereby not participate in daily blogging.

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to listen to my mind’s chat/backchat and not do what is needed here.

when and as i see myself participating in my backchats, i realize that it is an old pattern, in that realization i STOP participating in my backchats. i support myself with breathing and been here physical.

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FEARWEEK at desteni: What are you Fears?

This is fear week at desteni. That means simply list all the fears we have carried within us all along. Dont mistake mental fears for present and immediate dangers. Standing in front of a running train is not an act of fearlessness, it is pure stupidity. Likewise escaping from a running train is not an act of fear, rather an act of self-support. Don’t be stupid, use common sense in listing fears.

One by one all of humanity is living in fear. Most fears are learned during childhood years and get deeply buried within us, manifesting all through out our lives. And of course fears are not without consequences. For example, if you always fear meeting new people, by simple mathematics, it would mean you will be isolated and lonely. Because as you meet someone new you will start to fear them, and the other person sensing your fear will in fact end up doing or saying something to activate your fears. So all you have done is simply manifest your fear of others each time you meet new people. Now imagine you getting married with all that fears within you, rather difficult task to live with another with all that fears unresolved.

Just for the fun of it, try to list all of your fears, can you? Here is my list of fears:

fear of having bad breath.
fear of not having money.
fear of my wife leaving me
fear of my job is ending
fear of losing my bank accounts to hackers
fear of losing my car keys
fear of losing my house keys
fear of smelling bad
fear of having bad body order
fear of dying young
fear of unable to have great sex
fear of having a weak body
fear of not been man enough
fear of not being a rough and tough guy
fear of been fearful
fear of getting hurt
fear of seen as stupid and dumb
fear of seen as ugly
fear of seen as too dark
fear of seen as too skinny
fear of seen as too odd shape
fear of seen as lazy
fear of seen as someone with bad teeth
fear of smiling because i fear how my teeth will look
fear of failing at my job and then getting fired
fear of been alone
fear of living without sex
fear of not having a partner
fear of not having a family
fear of been homeless
fear of losing my brothers
fear of having no relatives
fear of been totally alone and moneyless
fear of been robbed
fear of losing all my money.
fear of losing all my retirement funds.
fear of facing divorce.
fear of losing my health
fear of been unloveable
fear of others getting angry at me
fear of been cheated
fear of people lying to me and cheating me
fear of asking questions
fear of counter questioning them
fear of saying NO to others
fear of losing my wife to another man
fear of been dumped
fear of been childless
fear of been alone for rest of my life
fear of dying in a freak way
fear of flying and dying in plane crash
fear of snakes
fear of big animals
fear dying from hunger
fear of dying
fear of death
fear of diseases
fear of unemployment
fear of been killed
fear of been attacked
fear of ghosts at night
fear of night darkness
fear of sleeping in a new place alone
fear of street people
fear of black people
fear of beggars
fear of sinhala people in sri lanka
fear of army and military men
fear of police
fear of burnt alive
fear of fire
fear of been disliked by so called friends
fear of my phone never ringing
fear of no emails
fear of no new messages therefore isolation
fear of loneliness
fear of isolation
fear of using public toilets at night
fear of walking alone in downtown black areas
fear of drive a car in ‘bad’ areas of town
fear of seen by poor people when i am driving around
fear of been seen as rich by poor people
fear of others getting angry at me.
fear of been scold by others
fear of been blamed
fear of my own anger expounding
fear of losing self control in anger
fear i might say something really nasty and bad and then lose my relationships
fear i may lose my family due to conflict and divorce.
fear of been judged by others
fear of what others think of me.
fear of been disowned by others
fear of been killed because apparently i am bad for others
fear of accused for things i didn’t do
fear of been charged falsely
fear of been blamed falsely
fear of been held hostage falsely
fear of been targeted falsely

Just to list a few. Just imagine how is to live without any of those fears, is it possible?

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Got Raped? “Learn from it, just smile. Everything Happens for a Reason”

Everything happens for a reason, live it, love it, and learn from it. Make your smile change the world and but don’t let the world change your smile.

Let’s investigate that wisdom from newage teachings a bit more. So for an example, what that wisdom suggesting is, no matter what happens in your life, simply justify it as part of the learning curve, and continue to smile in this world. How interesting is it, can that newage wisdom really stand all cases in our world reality today? Or is it just a feel-good spiritual mumbo-jumbo that provides a quick fix, but gives no real solution to the actual sufferings of our world?

Case in point: women and/or girls get raped in our reality very often, some get gang raped. Now, according to this newage spiritual wisdom, the rape victim must simply “Learn from it, Live it, and continue to smile”, and must remember “Everything happens for a reason”. How pathetic cruel and fucked up is that spiritual newage wisdom?

Another case in point: Many in our reality, in fact nearly 1 billion of them starve each day, and nearly 21,000 humans die daily due to hunger or hunger related diseases. Now, tell a super hungry starving kid, “Learn from it, Live it, and continue to smile”, and remember “Everything happens for a reason”.

Third case in point: When you lose your home due to home foreclosure or sudden loss of employment, now you will find yourself homeless and everything taken by the great Banks of the great countries. Now according to that newage spiritual wisdom simply, “Learn from it, Live it, and continue to smile”, and of course recall that “Everything happens for a reason”.

Easy to preach newage feel-good spiritual wisdom, no wonder newage spiritual industry is thriving with many millionaire gurus and newage talking-heads. They simply offer you feel-good justifications to Accept and Allow your misery (it will even put a smile on your face, of course). Without ever asking real questions as to why such misery is happening in our reality.

Why rape, murder, hunger, homelessness and other monstrosities happening in our world? Why do we accept and allow them? Why do we justify such monstrosities? Is there way to change this reality? Is there way to birth a new earth where all can live in peace and security with assured life support unconditionally?

At desteni, we ask real questions, we question the very darkness that exist in our reality, we don’t offer justifications to accept and allow this misery, rather, we teach how to take self-responsiblity to self and for this world as self. In that process of self-forgiveness and self-honesty, healing is achieved, and victim-hood is transcended, self is able to see what is best for all. Real self-change and real world-change is a self-honest process.

So don’t hide behind all-covering justifications and feel-good spiritual mantras like “Everything happens for a reason”, instead ask what is my self-responsibility here, what did I accept and allow within myself for this to happen. Not suggesting to dwell back into guilt or remorse, no, simply take self-responsibility, self-forgive and become a real human being and take actions to birth a new earth.

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I am sure you will never say “Everything happens for a reason”, if you’re little girl got gang-raped as it happens to so many in our reality. So stop the bullshit newage spiritual religious nonsense justifications, and instead see what’s really going on. Only we can stop this hell.

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