Thank God, there wont’ be any Taxes within Equal Money System. Within the current money system, death and taxes are the two things you cannot avoid, basically you will be taxed till your death. Current system function through taxation, Capitalism is such that it needs money to run the system, it is the nature of the beast. Just look at some sample of taxes we are been subject to:
Personal income taxes
Health and Prescription Insurance Tax
I mean who the FUCK needs all this taxes to co-exist on this earth as a responsible human being? Capitalism needs all such taxes, fee, debts and fines to exist. It runs on money, debt, cheap labor and at times slave labor etc, so few may enjoy it all while most of us suffer laboring for the rich. The problem currently is so bad, there is no solution within the current system to ‘heal’ the system, so that what is best for all can be achieved.
BIG, the basic income grant is a quick short-term possibility to bring some relief within the current system for all humans. But still the system of taxation cannot go within the current money system. Taxation is the life force within Capitalism. We need a new system and where life is the force.
Equal Money System is by life and for life. Its operated by life, meaning no concept of taxation or debt or money will ever exist. EMS is based on life, and life is here in abundance. What will require, however, is taking responsibility, yes now that will force many humans to move their asses to do what is best for all. When money motive is gone, money as such no longer the force of life, then, what will move humans? Only realization of self-responsibility will move us to get things done, along with the joy of doing things.
Moreover, who or what will fund EMS? Nothing will fund Equal Money System. There will be ‘fun’, but no fund. No fund is needed for EMS because Equal Money runs on the power of life. Everything is here already, lets manage it, so that all can have everything. For example, water is here, lets manage it so that all can have water. Ample food is here, and if not, lets take self-responsibility to produce enough food for all.
Today there is ample food, but still 1 billion humans are starving because food is given only in exchange for money. Life is not considered, only money is considered, so a starving billion must continue to starve because they don’t have the money to buy food. Today money has value, taxation is to produce money for the system.
In EMS, there won’t be taxation, but there will be a committed form of labor for youngsters during their late teen years, for a period of 4 years, during which they will do ‘dirty work’ for rest of humanity. Now, if you want, you can see that committed 4-year study-work term as a form of one-time taxation. Even that is wrong, because that 4 year period is a study-work period, so to perceive it as a form of taxation is misguided. Simply see that 4-year period as a giving of oneself. Taking full self-responsibility for self and others as self during those 4-year period. That study-service period, brings an essential ‘labor force’ to EMS, through which many ‘dirty jobs’ get done. Absolutely no need for taxation. What we need is realization of self-responsibility to get things done within the new the system.
Today, the current system cannot live without taxation, or money. But within the Equal Money System, neither money nor taxation is needed. Even if such man-made concepts were to be employed as mere tools, their purpose and/or definition will be life supporting. Everything within EMS has one purpose, does it support life? So, taxation as we know it today, will have no place within EMS, because taxation doesn’t support life.
And dont’ thank God for the new tax free world we are proposing, it is us humans like you and me who will birth this new world.. So Join us:
For this discussion sake, lets leave Equal Money System aside for a moment.
Lets look at Equal Water System. Now what is Equal Water System, surely, water has nothing to do with communism, so Equal Water System is not communism. Water has nothing to do with socialism or any such control freaks of the past; its simple common sense, Equal Water System is not a political ideology or political theology, or political indoctrination, or anti-social rebellion, or counter-culture movement etc. Water has nothing to do with politics whatsoever.
Equal Water System is about how to provide fresh drinking water for all seven billion humans. (of course lets not bring the animals who needs water into this discussion). It answers a very simple question, how to provide fresh drinking water to all humans.
Equal Water System is “Love thy neighbor as thyself” by giving water to thy neighbor, by having a system that will provide water to all human needs. Water is a very basic need, it should be provided unconditionally to all humans from birth to death.
Water is a birthright, not a privilege. You shouldn’t have to have money to drink your 6 glasses of daily fresh water. Isn’t that ridiculous and pure evil to say that only those who can afford the money should have water to drink? Isn’t that pure evil or what.
If you can see the Common Sense of Equal Water System, say so, say it loud and clear, be a vote for Equal Water System. Be counted, because water matters for human survival, each time a human die out thirst, its a crime against humanity which you and I have accepted and allowed to happen because greed and selfishness. Lets end this water abuse, all abuses everywhere, stand up for Equal Water System, stand up for Life.
Equal Water System is the water version of Equal Money System. Simple common sense. You cannot stand for life without standing for water for all.
Ignorance is bliss they say, so is silence blissfully ignorant? Is silence giving consent? When nearly 1 billion humans starve each day, and some 21,000 humans die out of starvation or related diseases, to remain silent about it, is kind of an approval, or conveniently ignorant. I am responsible for what I accept and allow within my world.
The very least, I must speak out, I must vlog and blog about the monstrosity we have accepted and allowed within our world. Looking at most newage Gurus like Eckart Tolle or Sri Sri Ravishankar, I am amazed they have not yet spoken out about the world situation, they are too busy been blissful. Neither they have spoken about a solution, certainly I never heard them say anything about Equal Money System.
Even if you don’t have a global solution to the world problems, just to confine yourself to charities and other feel-good-activities is not acceptable, it is been blissfully ignorantly. I realize the Art of Living or AoL of Sri Sri Ravishankar apparently do a lot of charity, cool, I am not against charity as it has an urgent need at this very moment, but to turn a blind eye to an eventual global solution which will eradicate poverty forevermore is not acceptable.
As if, AoL or Eckhart Tolle and similar gurus are not at all interested in any real solutions. They are satisfied with their own little feed-the-poor type charities that make them feel good about themselves; they run around the world preaching self-bliss, while turning a complete blind eye to any world problems, or to any potential solutions.
Even the richest man in the world is very charitable, but will he accept Equal Money System to end world poverty forevermore? That is the question I like to ask those silent newage gurus, will you gurus stand for what is best for all? Will you gurus stand for an Equal Money System.
By now, I am sure most newage gurus would have heard about Equal Money System, yet I have not heard anything from any guru about Equal Money? Likewise I have not heard anything about their own solutions to the world problems either, they just want to be silently blissful.
Is their silence an approval to the world misery? Eckhart Tolle, will you stand for Equal Money System ? Sri Sri Ravishankar, will you stand for Equal Money System?
Speak out, end your silence, cast your vote for Equal Money System. Join Us: Be a real guru that cares about all life, join us, study us today:
Questioning one’s former guru is not considered cool, here I am just about to do that, because self-honesty matters specially if you place yourself as a guru with millions of devotees all around the world.
Before meeting desteni in 2007, I was heavily into the teachings of Eckhart Tolle, a German born Canadian author and teacher, though not affiliated with any specific philosophy but he leans mostly towards newage, light worker type school of thought. The Power of Now is Eckhart Tolle’s bestselling book which landed him in the Oprah Winfrey Show.
I fell deep into the teachings of The Power of Now. In essence, the book is a guide to overcome one’s ego through the suggested tools of breathing, awareness of the physical body while not falling to one’s emotional pain-body (the old pain) etc. On the surface, the book is harmless, I mean if you remain as breath all the time within the awareness of the body, I am sure the old emotional pain cannot overtake you, causing hell to yourself and to others.
However, there is a deep hole in the overall well presented teachings of Eckhart Tolle, the starting point. Its all done in the name of Self-Bliss and Self- Enlightenment. Call it selfish spiritualism, which seeks the bliss of self like any other form of bliss seeking spiritual activity while entirely ignoring the plight of the planet and rest of humanity. The Power of Now is all about making you feel good, while the rest is quietly ignored. “Let the Consciousness take care of them”, would the implied reply of the Power of Now.
Self-responsibility is entirely missed. Eckhart Tolle in his book doesn’t speak about how to take self-responsibility for self and for others as self. Merely listening to his blissful talks and just surrendering to “what-is” is all you got to do. Just Accept What Is.
Ignoring self-responsibility is a typical trademark of any spiritual newage movement, meaning, you don’t have to worry about it, because some guru will take care of you, or the God will take care of you, or the Consciousness, the all pervading, all loving, all knowing Consciousness will take care of it all. You can just relax and focus on your self-bliss.
Breathing is cool, awareness of the body is cool, not reacting from old pain (Painbody as termed by Eckhart Tolle) is cool, but not taking self-responsibility is dishonest. ‘Accepting What-Is’ is abusively self-dishonest. Its obvious common sense, accepting what is would imply accepting the starvation of 1 billion humans as “the way things are”. Further to state that “Consciousness will take care of it”, is not only self-dishonest but it is also cruel. Cruelty with a spiritual touch. Like how they say it in India, “oh well he is starving, because that’s his bad karma, we can’t do anything about it”. Cruel.
Recently, I made a youtube video questioning this very point, “Accepting What Is”, and viola, my video got shutdown by youtube because EckhartTeachings Inc flagged the video for copyrights issues. Obviously Eckhart Tolle did not ‘Accept What Is’, otherwise he would have accepted my video as it is. But NO, he challenged it, and got it shutdown.
Four years of self-bliss, calm, peacefulness, serenity, all that gentleness was cool, but soon I would find out that they were all fake. I was hiding behind Ekchart Tolle’s Power of Now. There is No Power in the Power of Now, it is just a mind trick to hide and feel good about oneself while millions starve. Even if you leave the world situation to a side, the so-called self-enlightenment or self-bliss never really came to me, it was more like taking a daily drug in the form of daily Eckhart Tolle talks and lectures to keep me in trapped in the mind-fuck of self-bliss. Its all make beliefs. The Power of Now is a self-dishonest teaching.
Self-honesty and Self-Forgiveness were never discussed by Eckhart Tolle. The Power of Now never even mentioned self-honesty or self-forgiveness.
With desteni, I found out following 2007, that a lot more is going on other than self-bliss or self-enlightenment. From desteni, I learned about self-forgiveness and self-honesty, which opened up a whole new world for myself; I not only learned about myself, I also saw the mess of this world, for which no savior nor Consciousness got any solutions. I will have to move myself to find a solution. As a group, desteni has got a solution for the world problems, it is Equal Money System, a practical sustainable realistic solution to the world.
Eckhart Tolle has got no solution to the world, because he is awaiting Consciousness to solve it for him, while he goes on to make the millions. Eckhart Tolle is now an elitist who has join the ranks of Oprah and other self-help celebrities, hence I doubt he will ever question how the system works.
Since Eckhart Tolle was my teacher for 4 years, I feel I must show him the way, rather than attack him. So, here I am inviting Eckhart Tolle and his fans to learn Self-Forgiveness and Self-honesty, apply it for yourself. Also, if you have got any care for the world, other than your own self-bliss, please investigate Equal Money System.
On the other hand, if Eckhart Tolle and his fans decided to counter attack Equal Money System or Self-Forgiveness or Self-honesty, it would very clearly reveal my dear former guru Eckhar Tolle, the world famous author of the Power of Now, as a self-dishonest person. The very least, he should address the point of Equal Money System.
I will not call him a deceptive money making fame hungry newage guru, but instead I will patiently await for Eckhar to respond. In that 4 years, I didn’t see any dishonesty in Eckhart, of course, how could I, because he was my dear newage light worker make-you-feel-good guru; but recently, I saw a few spots of self-dishonesty specially in relation to having my video shutdown simply because it questioned him.
Self-honesty is a such a bitch, you only need one drop of self-dishonesty, then you’re done, you will have to reestablish your self-honesty all over again. Will see how the light worker Eckhart Tolle will respond to his dishonest act of shutting down my video. His teachings/books has no value whatsoever, even though tools mentioned are pretty cool, but it’s missing the proper starting point. Self-bliss is self-dishonesty, put it simply; and Eckhart Tolle has been making millions by selling his dishonest Power of Now
Well, lets hope, now that he has been informed about self-forgiveness and self-honest, will wait for his response. Obviously this time around, he has no ground to shut my blog or video.
A final point, self-honesty is a very difficult thing, nothing personal, questioning one’s self-honesty is not demonizing. Only asking Eckhart Tolle, where do you stand?
Knowing another language is never a lost. Growing up in Sri Lanka as an ethnic minority Tamil person, I spoke Tamil language at home with my family, so Tamil is my mother tongue as per ethnicity or identification is concerned. So naturally I enjoyed all things the Tamil language could offer, except for reading and writing. I cannot read/write in Tamil.
In school, I studied in Sinhala medium, meaning all subjects were done in Sinhala. Due to majority, minority ethnic political climate in the 70s, my parents sent me to study in Sinhala medium (the language of the majority) believing it to be a favorable condition for future jobs search etc.
Whatever it may be, I become a bilingual kid, very comfortable with both languages, of course, I can very well read/write in Sinhala. I enjoy music, movies, dramas, poetry, news in both languages. However, been illiterate in Tamil is a major personal handicap, I kind of resented been illiterate in Tamil, as if something was denied to me, while an “alien” language was “forced” upon me.
At 20, I left Sri Lanka, that’s nearly 22 years ago, I am basically out of touch with both languages, and definitely I am out of touch with Sinhala. I still speak in Tamil with my parents, so my Tamil is somewhat still ok, but not anywhere near what it was.
When Equal Money System FAQs needed to be translated, I committed myself to do them in both Tamil and Sinhala languages. It was a big undertaking. At the moment, I am safe on Tamil, because I have requested another person to do the translation job for me. My own chances of doing it in Tamil is very very low; since I can carry on any conversation in Tamil, I still have the capability to do it, may be it wont be ‘proper’ Tamil, but it will be full of colloquial Tamil. Imagine an illiterate Frenchman who lives in England and who has never wrote/read a word of French, doing voice translation of Equal Money System videos into colloquial French? Possible !!!! With Tamil, I am in that boat.
For Sinhala language, I decided to do it myself, however out of touch I am, I know I can do, so I started it. So far I have completed two videos, 48 more to go. First I started by listening to many Sinhala YouTube clips just to get in touch so to speak. And strange enough, its slowly coming along, my 2nd video is much better than the first one, the flow and delivery is much better. So I hope the rest will come fine.
I never thought Sinhala language will be of any benefit to me after leaving Sri Lanka, after all its only spoken in that Island of 20 million people. Moreover, I am a Tamil person, and its not an act of pride to know or speak in Sinhalese, I want to take pride in speaking my mother tongue, which is Tamil. Yes, even in languages there is that pride factor. Those were the days.
I am a destonian now, it matters not to me been a Tamil or Sinhalese, I stand for Life, I stand for all of Life, be it Tamil life or Sinhala life, I stand for all. That is the beauty of desteni, it has transformed me to stand with all. So I am grateful that I am able to speak this language, so I can do this Equal Money translation for nearly 17 million Sinhala people in Sri Lanka. A great thing is been introduced to Sri Lankans, the Equal Money System, the way of the future is coming to Sri lanka. These videos are the early seeds.
I am glad that my parents sent me to study in Sinhala medium back in 1975, for which I always felt a strange resentment, for denying me the fluency of my own mother tongue.
I am glad I can do the Equal Money FAQ in Sinhala. Strange how things work, all I can say is, we are all connected, Life is one. So far, that is my experience in Equal Money FAQ translation. An old resentment has gone.
So strange, you get your Life Insurance only when you die. What a wicked idea, and for that you have to pay premiums for all your life. Yet we all have accepted and allowed such a bullshit concept, and even renamed them to feel good about it.
Would you ever buy Death Insurance? Would you ever pay monthly premiums all your life to buy an eventual Death Insurance? That is exactly what so-called Life Insurance currently is.
Life Insurance business is a total scam because it is given when you die. Obviously, you really don’t know how that payouts will be given when you die, who knows, those “Insurance Inspectors” will do their utter most to prevent the big payout to your family once you’re dead. It all depends on what was on the written contract between you, the dead, and the insurer.
Insurance companies will promise you millions as Life Insurance payouts, but will they actually give out the promised millions? Such a scam, you will never know the truth of it. So many pre-conditions and contracts, it all depends. People must blog and vlog about their experiences in dealing with Life Insurance scams.
Equal Money System is a Life Insurance given at Birth. Call it Birth Insurance, the gigantic payout is given from the moment of birth, so from birth to death, unconditionally you will be supported with this ‘Birth Insurance’ (paid monthly). Now that is real Life Insurance, it is given so that you can Live your whole Life. Instead you paying the premium, the EMS pays you to live. What an Idea!! A total reversal to the current system.
Just like you, your family members to will receive a Birth Insurance, in fact every human will. Aren’t we all equally special.
So study, investigate this amazing new Life Insurance Policy which is given from birth to death, every month: Equal Money System.
We say breathe and breathe, but what does breathing do?
First of all, breathing cuts the thinking mind and the ego. The mind’s ego cannot regenerate while breathing. The story of the mind is stopped, hence the production of further consequential outflows are reduced. Breathing takes you to the physical, the source of self, where all suffering stops. Once within the body as breath, the thinking machine stops as well. Been in the body is a refuge for self, its a safe heaven from the all that nasty brutality goes within the mind while thinking. I read elsewhere, it says “thinking is very destructive to the body”.
Hence within breathing, you return to your source, the physical. Of course, the problems won’t go away, you still have to cook and clean, at least you can now do those tasks while been HERE totally.
Its nice to be in the company of a being who is HERE without any thinking going on. When you’re totally present here, as breath, as the physical here, even your so-called enemies will enjoy your company. I know I enjoy been in the presence of beings who are totally and entirely here. I can’t stand been with my dad, because I can sense he is a non-stop thinker, you can just see it on his face. Completely possessed by his thinking and emotional mind activities. Very rarely do I see him just been here, totally present. Like father like son, I do the exact same thing, I am rarely here, always gone somewhere to think about.
So it is suggested to breathe, be here entirely totally, do what is needed here. Carry water, chop wood, do what is best for all, work to bring a world that is best for all. That is the whole point of breathing here, is to remain totally stable here, so that you can do what is best for all, not just what is best for you, which is a side bonus, yes.
Breathe, be here, be in the source of self, the physical, its good for you, and good for all.
Nice one written by Bernard Poolman today:
”Walk directively – breath by breath – accomplishing every task, piece by piece managing your time effectively, knowing that you will have to walk through the resistance, and that by doing it this way – you will accomplish a result you are satisfied with. And in this way – focus on self-satisfaction, that empowers you to be able to contribute to what is best for all, and through that -acquire a real benevolence and self-acceptance.” – Bernard Poolman
The key point for me is walking through resistance, yes that is something I have to really push myself. Because I have found I easily give up, at the slightest difficulty I am ready give up, also breathing, breath by breath is the another key.
Lately I have observed the benefits of getting something done just by breathing and applying myself breath by breath. I mean, only one thing I can do at a time, one thing per breath. Just doing that one thing correctly or properly allow me to do the next thing properly within the next breath. Likewise, things accumulate, breath by breath, soon you realize the project you started with much reluctance is almost done.
While making my YouTube videos, I run into resistance at times, so how I overcame that is, just doing one thing at a time. I have few time saving tricks as well, but still I have to do things “step by step” to get a video finish and uploaded. Not focusing on the next step helps, Just get this step finish properly.
With video making, I open an existing project, so for this I have to add a new picture, so I have to download a picture, that’s a step. Then, I have to edit the title of the video, have to change the colors of the text, then save the project back, so there are 5-6 steps and finally generating the movie file. Now I have made a video within 5-6 steps, with each step I have to breathe and get it done properly, otherwise my video will be messed up. And finally, uploading it, here similar steps, finding new tags, a title, right links, and finally copying the video link into FB and other sites. About 10+ steps, each step matters, I have to breathe, stay within this step, stay within this breath, not giving into the resistance at any stage, while my mind always remind me to give it up, I have gotten used to that, and able to make videos with much ease.
Same breath-by-breath approach I haven’t been able to apply to other areas yet. That is my struggle. But I can see, breath-by-breath, pushing through the resistances is something I can apply to any area of my life. Even in human communications, while I am experiencing difficulty speaking to any specific being, I simply have to breathe, be here, push through the resistance to communicate. In that I get things done, and not avoid anything or anyone.
Self writing is another example, where I can use the advice to push through resistance, and get it done breath by breath. As there is always ample excuses to give up self writing daily. Thanks to the beautiful quote by Bernard Poolman, I made it today.
Breath by Breath, Piece by Piece, I will apply myself when and as I see myself facing any resistances to doing anything in my life. Likewise, breath by breath, piece by piece, let’s put Equal Money System in place that is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as sadness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give into sadness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to activate sadness within me by thinking.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that sadness get activated because i think about something. it is self created.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that all feeling is self created.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to self create my sad feelings within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself believe that sadness come all by itself, not realizing sadness come because i think about sad stuff hence the sad feeling is activated.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad as if that it will give me solace.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad and unhappy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel pain and sad within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that sadness to be real. not realizing in one breath i can be here as physical and sadness will wind down.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize i am my own master, self mastery is the key here. As one breath by breath, i can remain here as physical to over come sadness. As sadness will not last for eternity. Breath by breath I must remain here, as physical in that i will overcome sadness as well as establish my self mastery.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that another person must assist me in removing my sadness. in that i am asking for a slave to make me happy, whose entire life must rotate around making me happy and nothing else. clearly i am asking for a slave.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself desire another to remove my emptiness and sadness, as if the other has all the power in the universe to remove my sadness, not realizing i am placing a huge burden on the other. Whereas I must be my own self master. I remove my own sadness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself want another to make me happy, because apparently i am unable to care for myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want and need another to care for me. give me support, tell me what to do, etc, because i apparently can’t care for myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad and unhappy, in that i have allowed myself to live in depression. not realizing all this is drama for needing attention from others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire attention from others and when i dont’ get it, i become so sad and gloomy.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad and gloomy.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad and depressed because in doing so i am demanding attention from others, so as a trick i confine myself to sadness and depression.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to entirely give up on self responsibility and confine myself to sadness and depression. in all that i am demanding attention and ‘care’ from others, not willing to stand up as breath of life here. in this moment.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that sadness happens by itself, not realizing that is a trick, clearly sadness happens because I think about sad shit which activates sadness, I am my own creator. viola.
I stop this self creation of sadness. Instead I breathe, remain here as the physical. When and as I feel sad, I know, I have created it by thinking about sad shit, so I stop it in one breath, I stop the madness of sadness in one breath.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear taking responsibility for myself and for others as myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I may fail if I take responsibilities so might as well not go there.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I must live my life as a free bird.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define freedom as having no responsibilities whatsoever.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as a free bird meaning one who has no responsibilities at all rather wondering around in freedom like a bird.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up any chance that comes for me to take responsibility.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up any moment that comes for me to take responsibility.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me as a Sagittarius therefore I am bounded to be a free bird, not seen that binding to freedom itself is slavery which I have accepted and allowed for myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the nature of me based upon astrological descriptions and therefore I have allowed myself to be limited.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit me as a Sagittarius and therefore believe me to be a free spirited bird who can never settle down or take responsibility for self or for others as self.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define me as a wise man because that is what Sagittarius suppose to be, and within that justify not taking responsibility, after all wise men suppose to just sit around and give lectures.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define who i am based on the Sagittarius descriptions. In that I have allowed myself to limit me as life.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as a wise free man who can only give lectures but can never settle down or take responsibilities. because after all i am a wise man.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as a joy loving fun loving free spirited carefree wise man. In all that i have allowed myself to be an irresponsible human being.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as a carefree rebel in the family who can never take anything seriously because I am supposed to be a carefree happy go lucky free bird.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to associate freedom to irresponsibility, never taking anything seriously because after all i am here to just have some fun.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore myself and others as myself because i see myself as a carefree fun loving rebel free bird, in that i have allowed and justified myself to be an irresponsible human being.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to get excited within me whenever i read about my astrological description. Because Sagittarius are always free and fun loving, and i have allowed myself to feel happy whenever i read such bullshit because all i wanted to hear was: its ok to not take any responsibilities in life, because life is after all suppose to be lived in freedom and carefree like a free bird.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as a free bird meaning one who can never take anything seriously, one who never take any responsibilities.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to curse myself as a Sagittarius because in been a Sagittarius i have allowed myself to justify been lazy and irresponsible.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to read my daily Horoscope to feel good about myself and continue to feel happy to be a free bird. after all that is what Sagittarius are all about. free birds.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define me as a double Sagittarius because i am also a money based on Chinese astrology which makes me a double free bird one who can never take responsibilities.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am a Chinese monkey and see myself as a wise care free fun loving free bird jumping around never settled, just like a money, in all that i have allowed myself to never take responsibilities.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use Chinese and Western astrology to justify been an irresponsible human being.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be an irresponsible human being.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use astrology to justify been irresponsible.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to limit me and isolate me by trusting in astrology.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed me to believe in astrology and allowed it to define me.
I stop this bullshit right here right now. I am not based on any astrological descriptions or signs. I am here as the breath of life.
When and as I see myself as a Chinese monkey or a Sagittarius, I stop that nonsense, and return to breathing. As I realize I am not a definition of any kind, I am simply here as breath and taking responsibility for myself and for others as myself.
I breathe. I am here.